Another Copy and Paste

Black and White Cat or something of that sort, to me
show details Apr 16 (13 days ago) Reply

I am delighted to hear that you are, like me, a person enjoying a multiple personality order. The difference between you and I is perhaps that you are a little disconcerted by there being more than one of you inside your body and so endeavour a achieve congruence of personality. Whereas I suspect congruence of personality features would be impossible for me, as it would involve the personality equivalent of doing the splits and walking on a tight rope. I couldn't sustain it even if I could get myself into position. I chose the lazy way - over a period of time and quite unconsciously, that is without conscious note or intent, I developed a variety of Janie's. It certainly does throw people at times, and sometimes it's me that's thrown, into a loony bin. But generally speaking since all my selves are in contact with each other and I experience my 'self' as one core, then the behavioural and expressive shifts in my behaviour in different circumstances are no more or less than a variety of masks for one and the same method 'actor' in my life story as it unfolds before me as I live it and at times attempt to direct it, pointlessly, I've now realised, since in some very happy way, it turns out my life directs me not the other way around. How weird is that. I don't know whether or not I've got anything at all to do with it. The mistakes of course must be mine. The helping me back to my feet afterwards, and brushing me down ready to 'fight another day' however, is what makes me have full faith in 'god or whatever's good'

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